EXISTENCE, AWARENESS AND BLISS

A year ago, in April, 2024, I wrote much of this post having no idea what another year might offer up in the way of new adventures, experiences, travels, connections and conversations. And here we are 374 days later, and no one could have imagined what has transpired since then, both externally and internally. It seemed more than enough to cope with external changes and then, WHAM! I had to start dealing with personal health issues that changed my life. One thing I have mentioned several times in recent days is that I have had 32,050 days, full of every kind of activity one could enjoy and celebrate. I know more clearly now that it’s not the number of days that count, it’s how I make each day count by giving something of value to others - kindness, understanding, appreciation, love, support and good conversations. That is what brings me to reflect again on my existence, awareness and bliss and how blessed I am to still be able to share these thoughts with all of you and others out there, these special moments in time and space.

“I have heard it said that… at the intersection of existence, awareness, and bliss, all divisions will disappear… I look forward to that state.”

Kumud Ajmani, a friend and moderator of a group called Spirit Chat for the past 13 years, offered that up to the group one Sunday morning. It is from a distillation of the Sat-chitta-ananda / existence-awareness-bliss principle mentioned in many different ways in the Vedanta scriptures. Kumud enriches many gatherings by sharing his insights a from his early experiences in India.

Wouldn’t we all look forward to the diversity which enriches us rather than the divisions that separate us? Why not? Some people seem more invested in dividing than uniting so how do we deal with those folks? After years spent in endless conversations, it appears they are either unwilling or incapable of changing minds or direction so would it be better to invest time, energy, and activity elsewhere? Or do we not give up and keep trying?

What does the intersection of existence, awareness, and bliss look like? I will touch on each of those for what they mean to me at this moment in time, and then see how they coalesce. Each of my three, brief observations has more questions than answers. My hope is they will lead you and me to further thought, consideration, and musings of our own. These are pebbles dropped into our mutual pond of pondering. Each one deserves a deeper dive to find the pearls of wisdom.

EXISTENCE –

Who are we, our being human at this stage of an overload of information, rampant technology, global concerns, a burgeoning population, crises du jour, and our individual lives? We can look at life “from both sides now”, (the name of my post here) the negative and destructive forces and the positive side of constructive actions. What about our relationships with all of that and with one another? What position do we occupy in this story and how does that define our existence?

We are creatures in this ongoing drama of creation who can become co-creators in the next stage of evolution, perhaps that suggested by Wangari Maathai when she said:

“ We have choices about whether or not we will invest in a new level of conscious intentions, deliberate and dedicated focus on common concerns, or whether we will leave it to others and hope for the best.”

This is our mutual existence as I see it now, as well as my own at this intersection of which path to take and where, when, how, and why we will make commitments to act on what we believe to be of utmost importance, our highest priorities. The Buddha taught that all phenomena, including thoughts, emotions, and experiences, are marked by three characteristics, or “three marks of existence”: impermanence (anicca), suffering or dissatisfaction (dukkha), and not-self (anatta). What do you make of that?

It was Jean Paul Sartre who argued that “In order to remove the obstacles in front of human freedom, existence precedes essence. If existence precedes essence, man himself, will create his essence, and thus will be responsible for his actions.”

AWARENESS

As I type the word awareness, I wonder at the wonder of it all. Consider the lilies….the trees, the mountains and deserts, the oceans, lakes, rivers and streams, the world of plants and animals. Pet your dog or stroke your cat, an immediate awareness of a connection. Look at the forests, walk among the trees, and breathe with the natural rhythms of creation. Immerse yourself in t

he center of a city and look at the people, the buildings, the churches, the streets and cars and trucks and taxis and buses, the busyness of business. External awareness leads to internal awareness and our response to all of this and more, especially how we respond to those we love and who love us. Awareness taken to the highest and deepest levels of appreciation and gratitude for being alive, awareness of a sensate world in which we live and move and have our being. Although under very different conditions than a year ago, this is still true for me, every day. That, my friends, is a suprising discovery

Where and when do you find your state of awareness to be on high alert? Or do you go along without paying any particular attention to any one thing and then suddenly, see, hear, or feel something more intense and different, a noticeable shifting of conscious awareness? Is it possible to elevate our awareness to a renewed state when attending consciously to our surroundings as well as to our internal thoughts and feelings? Here again is Mary Oliver, reminding us, “Pay attention. Be astonished. Tell about it.”

BLISS.

Nirvana is most often defined as a state of perfect happiness; an ideal or idyllic place. It was Joseph Campbell said, “If you follow your bliss, you put yourself on a kind of track that has been there all the while, waiting for you, and the life that you ought to be living is the one you are living.” Many have used that quote without understanding what Campbell meant. He also offered this up: “When you follow your bliss, and by bliss I mean the deep sense of being in it, and doing what the push is out of your existence—it may not be fun, but it’s your bliss and there’s bliss behind pain too.” The taped conversations between Campbell and Bill Moyers are worth seeing and listening to. I said to Bill afterward, “Bill, you are such a good teacher.” He said to me, “No, I am always the student.”

When I can spend a good part of a day reading, writing, snd talking with others, I call that bliss. When I can walk and blend my existence and awareness into the same moments in time, it can be a blissful experience. There are those moments when we are oblivious to everything else when time seems suspended or far away or in a quiet afternoon now, listening to chimes signaling a wind which we do not see, only the effects be they gentle or fierce.

What do you regard as a possible convergence of existence, awareness, and bliss in your own experience? And then how do you transport that to help others until there is a critical mass that has influence and can make a difference? Each of us may only be one. “I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something and because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.” (Edward Everett Hale, author of “The Man Without a Country”)